i am so fucking sick of people using me for favors and then never returning the gesture, i mean, they say that you should always do favors because then the other person “owes you one” and its good to have a ton of people who “owe you one” because you can call in a favor when you really need it,
but i dont even care about that, I fucking care about the fact that I’m being USED AS A MERE MEANS
i dont exist to them for several months and all of a sudden they need my help and im suddenly such an important part of their lives?
i call bull.
and being the inherent people pleaser that i am, well, anyone can see where this is going.